Weight In The Water

by Graysea

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1.
Worth/Less 04:20
Everything  Good is gone No life, no point Come on Take from me  Everything That means anything I don’t fucking matter I feel like breaking all my fingers Cause you’re stepping on my toes I see the flowers o’er the hillside While yours refuse to grow Take from me and understand it Life is only a dramatic It ain’t always how you planned it But you gotta rest with me Rest with me   Dance with me (My heart) This is our last chance to dance (And yours too) Rest with me (Bound by roots) Dance with me (Underneath the earth) Last day of my life Something uninvited Choking on your diamonds Is far from everything I meant to be true I’m nothing that  You want me to be But I’m everything  That you made me  The pain The fear The hurt  I feel End me cause I know you can’t save me  You told me sleep like the angel you are But I’m not going to heaven  Not going no Rip the  Fear from my heart  Rip the soul right  Out my chest and Take the goddamn Pain from my life  End my life it’s  For the best And I will feel it Now and always That hurt Feel hurt Now and always That hurt I’m not (Anything)  Not worth (Anything)  Realize  I am Worth less  And less  Blinded (By grief)  The moment (That you left me) You are the only thing That I could see The only thing that I could see You were everything to me I’m Worth less And less
2.
Manipulation 03:39
Young hearts  Old souls  We are  I now Share my name with A stranger You are the song that’s in my heart From the depths of sorrow All I wanted was to see you again To tell you I love you To just hold your hand There is  No place  I’d rather be In this hurt I’m alone For the rest of my life  In this tomb of a home I’ll be ending my life This is losing everything Everything I ever had This is pure sorrow This is I don’t want to live I don’t want to live to see tomorrow Live to see tomorrow All I wanted Was for you to want me All I needed Was your hand to hold I brought you pearls From the depths of dreams I made you diamonds That you just left with me I bought you flowers That you left me I gave you my heart Abandon me here to die Broken hearted, I’m alone Broken promise, broken home Forever always be unwanted Til death do us part You promised I don’t know  How to spell Love I just know  How to feel it I don’t know  How to spell Love I just know  How to feel it Love is the worst manipulation  In the world You lead me over Your great blue ocean We were supposed To die old together Love is the worst manipulation  In the world
3.
Abandon meant (Never) Abandon meant (Losing You) Abandon meant (Now) Abandon meant (All that I know) Abandon meant (Never) Abandon meant (Losing You) Abandon meant (Now) Abandon meant (But you’re gone) And I’ll never say goodbye I believe indefinitely Your heart insinuated Sleepless  Nights I have  With this restless  Mind of mine Leave me  So lost and all alone The grief in my lungs Fill them up with glass I can’t breathe now And I won’t  I can feel your bones and they’re Breaking Filled with pain just like my broken  Heart   Abandon meant Abandon meant Abandon meant Abandon meant And all I know are four letter words and all of them spell pain I’ll see you in hell  By the end of the night  (because you’re taking your own life) I’d miss out on heaven Just to look in your eyes The sky is a new shade of gray ‘cause (It’s been wrong for so many years) I don’t understand how you feel (When it’s right I’m not okay) Nothing (Take away all sense of safe) You have always been the song in my  (You weren’t there when she died) The song in my heart (You weren’t there to say goodbye, and now she filed over the rainbow) And I will always sing, sing along I just wanted to hold you as you died Just wanted to stare into your eyes Tell you that I love you one last time But you know that you were my whole life But you’re gone (And there’s nothing left to say) You’re gone (It will never be the same) I will never ever see you again (Don’t say goodbye to me) Never fucking see you again (Can’t remember remembering) I didn’t want you to die alone I didn’t want you to die unloved I just wanted your hand to hold I just wanted to be your someone (You have always been the song in my heart) Cross my heart  And hope to die I would give you  My fucking life in a heart Beat  To save you I only want to give you the best Now Rest In Peace
4.
Less than three That’s what you said I meant Just the bullshit that you fed I should be dead Less than three Just a lie  Just lead me on as time goes on I’m left unread  Broken heart emoji  I’m so used to the rejection I confuse it for affection Oh it’s astounding The lies that I’m counting If you loved me Then why did you leave me Don’t say that you need me When you won’t see me again Is love just a lie Are you lying to me Or are the lights out Less than three That’s what you said I meant  Just the bullshit that you fed I should be dead Less than three Just a lie  Just lead me on As time goes on I’ve been painted red Not sure if I’m dead Collections of sounds Fill the clouds when they’re down And I too don’t want to See them again With a mouthful of violence You made me broken Called me to seal my soul Branded but unchosen Say what hurts most Defective, rejected You know me Carelessly neglected I want to be As unseen as You make me feel As you make me feel As invisible as you make me feel That’s what you said I meant Just the bullshit that you fed I should be dead Less than three Just a lie Lead me on, as time goes on Less than three Oh Less than three Yeah Less than three You were the lie of my life
5.
You traded gold  For no place to sing But still you stand Sure of your opinions of the mountains Its a miracle there’s No third hill to climb  Since you can’t Scale the ones around you The monuments I plan to see Without you next to me Will never remember  Your name Hollow world  To an empty heart From a thousand miles away  I know Lies that you know that I know And you know that I know That you told them I’ll never be What you wanted me to be Cause I’ll never be something That you wanted What the fuck Do you deserve Cause why the fuck Didn’t I deserve a father Go ahead  Save Face We were supposed to Make the same mistakes Washing you out Walking you out Takes time cause you’re as Lame as they say Save Face Save face Fate often sets us apart Claim me and take All that we thought we were Pain, rampant in all All of your ravished gallows Sickness, steadfast and steep I can’t remember my own Find out the truth  Later in life Lie to the child Teach it how to lie Teach it how to be more like you Make it believe Make it believe No B. E. V. E. Just lies Lies left from you We were supposed to Make the same mistakes Washing you out Walking you out Takes time cause you’re as Lame as they say Save Face Save face I know you want to go on Go on save face It was a feeling I had I knew you spiraled down I wasn’t chasing after you I can’t be chasing after you My lungs won’t stop beating It was a new beginning You left a hole in me Cycle just repeats We were suppose to Make the same mistakes Washing you out Walking you out Takes time cause you’re as Lame as they say Save Face Save face Go save face Save face

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Weight In The Water is the follow up piece to Under The Surface, detailing the issues and weight in the water that holds us under the surface.

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released April 7, 2023

Written by David Tarantino, Jon Aulgur, Trevor Duran
Additional lyrics on Save Face written by Aaron Gillespie
Mixed and mastered by Will Putney

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